So Thankful

I am so thankful to call Josh my HUSBAND! He lifts me up on so many levels. He has helped me come closer in my faith with Christ and realize I need the Lord more than ever in our relationship. Whenever I get down and hurt, Josh reminds me that we still need to keep our faith in the Lord. He is so positive in so many ways and also when I am in so many ways a negative person. It has been a rough week, our car acting up. I feel like a failure. I purchased this car in 2008 paying it off in only year=total of $9,500.00 thinking that it is a good car and I put a lot of money into it that it should do me good and not fail. Well about $3,000.00 later in repairs and lots of crying over this car. I am at a loss of words. Why Why WHy? are my questions I ask my self. I spent already all so much, why is the car failing me still. Is the Lord testing me. Cause if he is, this is surely a tough test. I had a near anxiety attack just yesterday after we just put all our savings into the repair we had done yesterday and come to find out we get it back and it is in worse shape than when we took it in. ??? Why is this happening, I ask. I gave all our money to this car and now its worse. Josh sees me in this pain and it hurts him. I feel so weak and want to be strong in his and the Lords eyes. I need strength right now and its going to take a lot of patience to realize what the Lord has in store for us. But I have to have this trust in the Lord, though it is so tough. It is out of my hands now and the Lord is taking over. Josh came home last night from a meeting that he had with his team mates from school with a rose and a card. I smiled so big. In the midst of all these horrible things, he still has his passion for me and loves me no MATTER what we go through. Oh Lord I thank you so much for this man I call my Husband.
The Card read:
My Love,
In this hectic life,
we can never seem
to talk,
touch,
and share
as much
as we want to...
But time
never goes by
so quickly
that I don't stop
and think of you,
and smile...
...and fell glad
that we're together.
I LOVE YOU,

::it is tough darlin' but I love you so much and don't ever forget it.
it'll get better "scouts honor"
Love your hubby::

He always seems to know the right things to say....

I know things will get better, they ALWAYS DO!

New Pregnancy

Well it has been a while since I have posted anything. My husband and I are expecting our first child together. Our child is due November 16th, 2010. But since I have had a cesarean with my other children, this will be a repeat c-section. Making the child due Nov. 12th 2010. We are way excited! We don't know what we are having yet. We decided to wait till the baby is born as a surprise to us all!!

My Babies

My Stick Family from WiddlyTinks.com



Pregnancy Tickers from WiddlyTinks.com

My Baby and I

This is a video I made for my Birth daughter Carlie Jean for her 1st birthday. I hope you enjoy!!!

Funny in a weird way

I will be putting random jokes. I love jokes, of all sorts. I love to laugh, and that is the only way I am going to get through life! :)

(anonymous site)
A married couple went to the hospital together to have their baby
delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said he had invented a new
machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to
the father.

He asked if they were willing to try it out. They were both very much in favor of it. The doctor set the knob to 10 percent for starters, explaining that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before.

But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine, so he asked the
doctor to go ahead and bump it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted
the machine to 20 percent pain transfer.

The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor checked the husband's
blood pressure and pulse and was amazed at how well he was doing. At
this point, they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued
to feel quite well. Since it was obviously helping out his wife
considerably, he encouraged the doctor to transfer ALL the pain to
him. The wife delivered a healthy baby with virtually no pain. She and her
husband were ecstatic.

When they got home, the mailman was dead on their porch.


http://jokesfunny.wordpress.com/2006/09/29/adoption/
Teacher Debbie Moon’s first graders were discussing a picture of a
family. One little boy in the picture had a different colour hair than
the other family members. One child suggested that he was adopted and a
little girl said, “I know all about adoptions because I was adopted.”
“What does it mean to be adopted?” asked another child. “It means,” said
the girl, “that you grew in your mommy’s heart instead of her tummy.”



http://www.unwind.com/jokes-funnies/family/equal.shtml
"Equal" is not always synonymous with "the same." Men and women are created equal. But, boys and girls are not born the same.

1. You throw a little girl a ball, and it will hit her in the nose.You throw a little boy a ball, and he will try to catch it. Then it will hit him in the nose.

2. You dress your little girl in her Easter Sunday best, and she'll look just as pretty when you finally make it to church an hour later. You dress a boy in his Easter Sunday best, and he'll somehow find every mud puddle from your home to the church, even if you're driving there.

3. Boys' rooms are usually messy. Girls' rooms are usually messy, except it's a good smelling mess.

4. A baby girl will pick up a stick and look in wonderment at what nature has made. A baby boy will pick up a stick and turn it into a gun.

5. When girls play with Barbie and Ken dolls, they like to dress them up and play house with them. When boys play with Barbie and Ken dolls, they like to tear off their appendages.

6. Boys couldn't care less if their hair is unruly. If their bangs got cut a quarter-inch too short, girls would rather lock themselves in their room for two weeks than be seen in public.

7. Baby girls find mommy's makeup and almost instinctively start painting their face. Baby boys find mommy's makeup and almost instinctively start painting the walls.

8. If a girl accidentally burps, she will be embarrassed. If a boy accidentally burps, he will follow it with a dozen fake belches.

9. Boys grow their fingernails long because because they're too lazy to cut them. Girls grow their fingernails long - not because they look nice - but because they can dig them into a boys arm.

10. Girls are attracted to boys, even at an early age. At an early age, boys are attracted to dirt.

11. By the age of 6, boys will stop giving their dad kisses. By the age of 6, girls will stop giving their dad kisses unless he bribes them with candy.

12. Most baby girls talk before boys do. Before boys talk, they learn how to make machine-gun noises.

13. Girls will cry if someone dies in a movie. Boys will cry if you turn off the VCR after they've watched "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" movie three times in a row.

14. Girls turn into women. Boys turn into bigger boys.

Wedding Obsessions

Obsess much.... Yes I may be obsessing over the wedding. I mean, what girl wouldn't? Right? I seriously did not get any sleep last night, but 1 hour. Oh, my! I kept going on over my head what I want to do with the wedding. I have a lot of it written down. I just keep coming up with more and more. Maybe I should be a wedding planner?! nah, too much work and stress! lol. Well, it has been a crazy 2 weeks so far. We now already have the place booked! So exciting to have that out of the way.
Josh and I went and bought our wedding bands yesterday, that was fun and exciting. He is more excited about getting his ring than I! Kinda crazy in a way.I am happy for him. I am glad he got to pick a ring he likes! It is called a tungsten ring. Way way cool. He is so psyched! They said that you would have to laser it off for it to come off! Whoa! Mine is so gorgeous! I can't wait to wear it. It is a wrap for the solitaire engagement ring Josh got me. The lady at the Jeweler said it was Josh's original choice and was in shock that I chose it too!
We now have the cake booked for. We now have Noel's suit, and Adrianna's flower girl dress! So cute!! We have a bunch of decor also. Josh and his Best-man already got there tuxes!
What is left is some decor, catering, and the wedding and bridesmaids dresses! OH MY>
Calm down, calm down! I can't wait! We have so many fun surprises for the guests! We will have a blast!! ahhh April 1st is ringing in my ear!

Random Videos

So, we pretty much video tape a lot of the time. Some may seem boring, some strikes attention. All in all we LOVE family videos!
Check them out, see how you like!!
This first video is about the Kids playing with Charlie!


Here is a video of Josh, Noel, Adrianna and I at Veterans Memorial Park:

Josh being funny with Adrianna's princess set!


We went to Washington 2/12-2/15/2010 to visit with Josh's mother. We had a blast. Here is a few clips from our visit!!! Funny!