I love the conversations me and my little girl have every day. If I could remember them all I would have a book of laughter!
Adrianna is 4 years old and she is my little princess! I thank the Lord every day for giving me her and giving me the responsibility to take care of her. She has given me so much inspiration watching her grow. I was going through a lot emotional downfalls by the time I got pregnant with her. Suicide was in mind and it was horrible. I was not in a good place in my life. I already had a son who was at the time 15 months when I got pregnant and the father and I were not on good terms. I then became a pregnant single mother with a toddler in tow. I held on strong though. Towards the end of pregnancy I thought about adoption for her. It was too hard to imagine. I always wanted a little girl. It took me 2 hours to decide that I was going to keep her with me. I started to look online about adoption for her. I didn't know how I was going to handle being a single mother with 2 children. It was already hard enough with one.
About 2 hours after reading profiles and learning about adoption, I decided it just wasn't right for me. I kept her. I thank the Lord everyday to allowing me to keep her and raise her. Thinking about the decision that I had made then gives me tears and I am so glad I made that decision. She saved my life. When asked on occasions "Who is your Hero?" I answer without hesitation, "my daughter!"
I love both my children with all my heart can desire, and I know the Lord loves them more than I can imagine.
Thank you JESUS!
Day to day she says the cutest things, what kid doesn't?
Me: So Anna, Where are we going?
Anna: umm... Church!
Me: Yup! Do you know who Jesus is?
Anna: umm... Our friend?
Me: hahaha, yes he is dear! He is also our Savior.
Anna: Mamma..?
Me: yes dear?
Anna: Snakes can't kill worms.
Me: what makes you say that?
Anna: The don't have guns. They don't have arms to hold the guns.
Me: hmm.. interesting, and yes you are right they don't have arms, but they can eat worms!
Anna: Mommy.....
Me: yes anna?
Anna: I looooooooooooooooooove you!
Me: I love you too!
